How to be Somewhat Aware and Approximately Awake Among the Normaltons
Jerry Bernini
I am a ridiculous man. Now they call me a madman. That would be a promotion if it were not that I remain as ridiculous in their eyes as before.
“Dream of a Ridiculous Man” by Fyodor Dostoevsky
Every discussion of what is to be done ought to begin with an agreement, if only the agreement to go on talking, after angry words or a troubled silence. So I’ll begin with the premise that I am a highly flawed person. It’s a premise everyone I currently know will accept. Including me. Especially me. This is no mere self-effacement, but the reality of the life I live.
I don’t know how things got to this point. It’s enough that they have and that it wasn’t my wish. A great many things were not and are not my wish or intention. If wishes were horses beggars would certainly ride.
In any case I woke recently from a dream right after the point therein at which I got fired. No, I hadn’t been fired but knew I soon would be. Since I became lost, and as a result of being both metaphorically and literally lost, I was fired from three-quarters of the jobs I had.
That’s six slices of the standard pizza.
Many of my nighttime dreams involve having a job the requirements of which were beyond my ability or even my comprehension. And a majority of them share the same theme, the aforementioned state of being lost.
A few hours ago I was on the phone with a friend in Glastonbury, England. She was sober, while she often isn’t, and therefore the conversation was more or less OK. I write this knowing that neither of us has ever really been alright, hunky-dory or okey-doke. At the time, though she was sober and reasonable but when she’s been drinking she generally tells me that she’s lost. I generally reply that this is my natural state as well. Or words to that effect.
Even when she’s sober, or in the vicinity, talking to her is a challenge, largely because she often feels the need to state, pointedly, our respective ages. There are a few things wrong with this oft-repeated refrain of hers. At least three things. Three things I know of. First, old doesn’t mean what it formerly meant or at least it doesn’t mean what it formerly meant to me.
Also, I wasn’t ever young in any poetic sense of the word. Young, if it could have meant anything significant or substantive, would mean that at a certain time all those years ago a promising future lay ahead of me, or at least the possibility thereof. But that wasn’t the case. No one believes this is true or even possible. But it was and it became increasingly more so, i.e., the word became flesh, or so I heard them say back there in St. Michael’s Grammar School. Yet, and this brings me to the third thing wrong with the proposition, I was, somehow and unaccountably, so much older then and am younger than that now. Apologies, needless to say, to Bob Dylan
My favorite place to be, even though I am generally lost when in that place, is Central America. I have several times visited Mexico and once so far visited Guatemala. Among my travel notes from a no longer recent trip is a page that begins like this: “It took only one day for me to anger one of the hosts. Worse than that, or so I think, the place is now filling to capacity with normal people.”
I remember all of them even though they neither said nor did nor apparently thought anything noteworthy. They were representative of that segment of humanity that years ago I dubbed normaltons. These samples thereof appeared to be a travel group. They seemed even to be a cult of sorts. They were my contemporaries, more or less, but meanwhile boring and predictable to the point of genius, almost as though they used the Stanislavski method to project all things normal. They were old in that other routine way, safe and secure and unbothered by logic or reason. I’m sure, for example, they’ve all been dutifully injected in recent years and they appeared in general to he blissfully oblivious, a state or state of mind I’ve never managed to acquire.
They invariably believe, for example, that the young, even or especially those designated adolescents, are innately and infinitely more intelligent now as opposed to lost, hapless and ignorant of everything including the fact of their ignorance, that state which they mistake for newly minted awareness. Such is, and forgive me for using the term, the new now, that banal and widely used phrase that now embodies mind control at its best.
Maybe it’s just part of that scenario or process by which you become more and more what you already were and yet mistake that state for something else. Most homo sapiens and most circumstances, after all is said and done, become increasingly more intense versions of what they formerly were. This is the extent of my current philosophy. I was not schooled in or skilled at that noble pursuit, although I’ve read more than my share on the subject, but sometimes I enjoy (without literally enjoying it), a certain awareness.
Because I don’t like (never liked) academia or its trappings and outpourings, I’ve become a pretty good autodidact and epistemologist. For this reason and others, I recognized instantly the utter falsity of the scamdemic as well as all the not-so-well-choreographed shooting event/movies, including the preposterous “Trump assassination attempt.” A tale for another day is how the fully compromised prostitutes of the mainstream media, or press-titutes, as some rightfully call them, now serve as a form of perverted priesthood.
Speaking of which, every week or two I perform an internet search using the phrase “experts say.” Generally the results are horrifyingly retarded or, in other words, awfully predictable. For example, it’s interesting to note, for those who still do some noting, that the whole climate emergency cult was once derided and opposed by the so-called right. But then the so-called right realized there was money to be made as well as new levels of Orwellian control to be had.
Both sides of the spectrum are of course control freaks and each side wants five or six or all the slices of the aforementioned pie, leaving therefore less and less pie and/or pizza for us little people. That’s why they compete with each other. It ain’t for the sake of high ideals or decency because they are devoid of both. And meanwhile inhabitants of North America generally strive for the standard base goals: more money and more stuff and to be famous for something or other and above all to be entertained. Even the so-called information they ingest daily long ago became infotainment. Yes, it’s a word and also “a thing.”
The ruling class, by the way, thrives on every crisis and emergency that it creates. How could it be otherwise? It’s win-win for the psychopaths and sycophants. Yay for both “sides” of the paradigm! Both are in favor of anything that advances their wondrous agendas. So I know full well, and sometimes wish I didn’t know, how this time and place in which find ourselves became what it now is.
For me, the worst part of it all is the manic depressive (as opposed to bi-polar) nature of how I move back and forth between being wildly hopeful about the long-rumored great awakening to pretty much inert and motionless like something trapped in amber. That’s a pretty good metaphor by the way. Or is it a simile? In any case, this too is a story for another day.
I recently thought of the day I visited the Museo del Ambar in Chiapas, Mexico. When you’re there you see the genuine article and the samples on display often contain small vestiges of plant or insect life. But on the way to and from the museum you see offered for sale lots of big ugly gaudy things, huge Empress Carlotta-like necklaces and paperweights containing big hairy spiders to name just two.
Those examples are easy to recognize as fake, while the tools that you would use to test for authenticity would not be welcome at the vendors’ tables.
Now, where in the world was I? I hardly know but yet I do.
We’re all trapped in the amber of this transitory epoch, enmeshed in a terrible mess, and ultimately in a real pickle. I haven’t done anything to fix it, assuming it’s even possible, after centuries or millennia of deception and violence, to fix anything in this deeply screwed up world.
But at least this perennially lost guy knows where he is.
Jerry Bernini is a writer, photographer and craftsman at the moment ensconced in the theme park known as Montclair, NJ. A more or less random sampling of his writing can be found at his SubStack. He is currently working on the first issue of a new literary journal that will feature writing, art work, photography and exciting new recipes in anticipation of that time when we are all forced to eat bugs. The journal will hopefully fill a noticeable vacuum and provide a welcome venue for creative non-normaltons.
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Kinda wish this article really was a guide like the title implied. Been having quite a bit of trouble with this as of late.
I refuse to lie, refuse to encourage anyone to go along with all this madness, and desire to set a positive example, to encourage people to think critically, but I want to be able to socialize with regular people too as I will be quite isolated otherwise. But it’s always only a matter of time before I accidentally utter some heresy that leads to a rift in our budding friendship
Here for your approval is a guide of sorts. I hope you like it.
https://jtbernini.substack.com/p/a-stream-of-consciousness-guide-to
Lol certainly seems that you enjoy challenging your readers. Read the whole thing and though I genuinely spent some time attempting to glean meaning from it as a metaphor, I wasn’t really able to do so.
Maybe you weren’t actually trying to convey a message, If it truly was written in a stream of consciousness that would explain it. I’m not sure though. It seems like a calculated piece, hard to imagine someone composing it as an improvisation. Unless they’re hardcore artichoke connoisseur 😆 perhaps you are one
Yes, I am a connoisseur of the artichoke and a few other edible items. I am, among other things, a mycophile.
I work hard at everything I make or do. Sometimes it shows and I then hate the resulting product. Other than a short poem or two I don’t think I’ve written anything that was truly stream of consciousness. I’ve written a few other short pieces in which thoughts were connected in somewhat interesting ways. I tried to do that with the artichoke piece.
I’m going to post a lot more writing but I need to publish more for paying markets and/or subscribers. I need to raise funds so as to escape to my favorite place in Mexico.
Thanks for reading and commenting.
@moleccodicies. You do not need a guide. The simple fact that you are and exist is rebellion in its essence. Albert Camus taught us that much. Persist and continue. It is easy to conform for the sake of everything. Seneca stated qui tacet consentir , vedi tu. Hence silence alone is tacet consent. Hence neapolitan philosophy allows me to engage in conversation.
POST SCRIPTUM: It has become common vernacular amongst the plebes that there has been a notable rise in excess deaths post mandato. Meanwhile no members of the professional class the cognoscenti has come clean.
DOCIUS IN FONDO: 10 trillion USA fiat dollars evaporated into some dodoes pockets.
Greatest extraction of wealth exceeding the 1700 or Gilded age.
Sticking to facts will always out perform circular logic/gaslighting.
Thank you for the comment.
I read Camus’ The Rebel a long time back and again a few years ago. He can be forgiven for missing a few points. How could he have known what we now know about the workings of various hidden hands?
Was his early death an accident?
Nice read and age does mean something when they keep changing the retirement age.
Long live the state.
Isn’t it interesting that the ‘retirement age’ only changes for the workers and not for the ‘engineers’ of the changes, viz. the politicians and the assorted multitude of bureaucratic parasites? One day the peeps will awaken to the con, but until then, take care.
Advice to Jerry Bernini: leave the oh-so-tediously-predictable bits about scamdemics and climate crises out and just give us your otherwise satisfying take on humanity and its strengths and weaknesses (okay, I just made the “strengths” part up).
Off-topic and I try not to do but that, but this one made me laugh and is ironic as hell. Went to Lew Rockwell.com and two articles listed in order on the side bar are “”A majority of left Americans now justify a Trump assassination” (not sure how they came up with that), which is posted at Gateway Pundit, a far right true Maga cult blog. The next one is “Trump and Netanyahu Reaffirm their Vision for the ethnic cleansing of Gaza”, which is posted at Antiwar.com. I didn’t read either one but LOL.
”A majority of left Americans now justify a Trump assassination”
Isn’t that hate speech? And worse, almost an incitement to violence?
Enjoyed this article very much. Thanks.
Thank you. I’ve done better and will do better but I’m writing and photographing again and grateful for that blessing.
My latest song is ‘Satan’s Amusement Park.’
We are paying (the real currency/current sea) attention, you know.
Michael Leunig, Australia’s greatest social commentator and philosopher, was aware and awake.
God bless him:
https://www.scienceandfreedom.org/articles/a-belated-eulogy-for-mr-curly/
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Thank you for this. I have read it and understood it and appreciated it.
” We’re all trapped in the amber of this transitory epoch…”
That’s a great way to frame it.
It’s something like living through a fake war of narratives prior to the next “reality” being established. Even the struggle and being trapped is fake
People don’t mind knowing they are being lied to, that modern life and it’s foundations are basically a mass voluntary delusion. They just don’t want to see what the truth is.
No idea why though.
Maybe they’re afraid the “truth” IS the “delusion.” Leaving them with only God’s underpants to grab hold of.
Thank you for the abundant comment.
I was in a conversation with two friends the other day and they immediately launched into “have you watched ‘Adolescence’? It’s brilliant”. I raised a few objections (like why had the race of the stabber been changed from the real case?) but couldn’t really argue it because I haven’t seen the show. They soon changed the subject. Both vote Labour and are climate true believers. I’ve sent both things like the C40 Agenda but neither clearly will believe anything until it’s on the BBC. One wants digital I.D. because he finds remembering passwords annoying.
It was one of those moments when one felt inside the matrix….
I gave up on those kind of conversations RE. It would be less painful to hit my head against a brick wall.
Ah! A man after Frank Zappa’s own heart. We’re all getting closer and closer to that brick wall behind the curtain that we think is God waiting with open arms.
Some earned the right to suffer. https://youtu.be/mzSl36f4HSc Full House.
Is the British C40 agenda the same as the US C40 agenda.
The first I heard of C40 was from a friend on “this side” of the movement. Here in the Northeast US, Massachusetts, the Mass Bay Transportation Authority has required, nay “mandated”, that any town that has a commuter rail train stop (express trains to downtown boston from suburbs) has to allocate land to build “C40 housing”, in an effort to get people to take the train to work instead of drive.
So, you know, we’ll cutting down on all the bad bad carbon. I did a search on c40 housing and of course read a lot about sustainability and so forth.
Towns can fight the mandate, and a few have, but it means you will not feast at the Federal govt fund trough.
The funny thing is, if you asked the majority of people in town what the C40 plan is all about, either they would not know, or they are under the impression it is affordable housing.
But it’s all good because it’s cutting down carbon emissions. And it’s sustainable.
And if you asked most people “what is a carbon emission”?….
We are the carbon they want to get rid of. Carbon is a primary component of all known life on Earth, and represents approximately 45–50% of all dry biomass. Carbon compounds occur naturally in great abundance on Earth.
Let’s see.
Invent adolescence. Check.
Invent mental illness. Check.
Invent ADHD. Check.
Prevent and/or cure cancer. What’s your hurry?
‘ preposterous “Trump assassination attempt.” ‘ Everyone is entitled to an opinion !
Are you saying it was so obvious it was even beyond “preposterous?”
A statement without the support of concrete factual evidence is subjective, therefore, it falls into the usual cliches of the MSM of ‘ highly likely ‘, ‘ very possible ‘ or in plain English an opinion !
I enjoyed this and looking forward to the bug recipes.
Would you like fries with that?
Or, ‘you’ll be fried with that.’
Or, “you’ll love fried rat”
‘Shaddap and-a eat-a your phone.’ (fake Italian accent)
Soon we in America won’t be able to call them French fries any longer. You know: when Macron goes after Putin with all 50 of his Foreign Legionnaires.
Macaroni?
‘Macron-only?’
Thank you. I will provide a favorite recipe or two. For now I’ll just say deep fry them and use ample spices. Also, if you steam some habanero peppers and then puree them with an immersion blender that might be a tasty and distracting topping.
I think it is just marvelous how people have started talking about technical things of late. I mean, writers who spend their lives whinging about race and immigration (from both sides) are suddenly parsing trade deficit statistics and trade agreement specifics and country-specific tariff percentage calculation. If nothing else, Donald Trump seems to have sparked the inner mathematician in all of us.
If nothing else he has raised the denial meter to levels never seen before.
Thanks for that interesting observation. I hope it portends something positive.
Yes—the staged assassination attempt was preposterous. And yet, the production values were high and the choreography detailed. I even believe there’s a high probability that someone in the back row was actually shot as an homage to cinéma vérité.
This live fire political theatre would’ve required intense preproduction, multiple dress rehearsals, and intricate coordination between overlapping law enforcement actors.
Think: set design, blocking and the hand-to-ear sync with the event’s audio percussion track. All pro-wrestling gig-to-ear special effects, the Secret Service’s slow walk off stage, and the “Iwo Jima” money shot—though that was likely handled in post-production, along with the phantom bullet trail.
It’s as if a stable of English Lit PhDs storyboarded a contemporary mythic event, layering in WWII semiotics and religious iconography.But the real question is: what’s the nature of their game and why would they bother? Does anyone still taking notes really believe they count the vote?
The good news? We’re probably not slated for a mass culling—at least not yet—as long as the gnomes in the bowels of DARPA still think it necessary to budget their pirated wealth to manipulate our opinions. Or glass half empty, the entire stage play was a ritual blood offering to their demon god, Baal as precursor to our deliverance through needle and code.
End Note to the Future Ministry of Truth:
The preceding commentary is a work of fiction. Any resemblance to actual events, persons (living or dead), or real-world circumstances is purely coincidental and unintended. The views expressed are not those of the commentator and not intended to represent factual claims.
Brilliant, the cringe factor is presently beyond bearable.
I have read and blogged sporadically on substack for the past few years, the past month it has been awash with sole Searching plaintiff “provocatuers”.
Drivel, who’s for it . An endless screed of brain farts is the answer. Substack has become the answer. Mindless endless narcissistic drivel , let’s embrace it.
Hooray for digital lobotomy , all hail the high and mighty.
It might be a work of fiction, but the characters still wake up in the morning comfortable and go to work content.
With all due respect – the production values were weak. The hook that was sandy came to mind. But there were was some symbolism involved that was old and biblical.
Someone has to pay for the War Against Russia !
Alex gives figures that show why the welfare state will soon be history:
https://trendcompass.substack.com/p/economic-and-social-suicide-of-the
Ironically (or not – depending upon your point of view) it seems the Russians are paying for the war against Russia. The hundreds of billions in Russian assets seized by the west and squirrelled away in hedge funds etc are generating interest which, in turn is being used to pay for the war.
The people responsible for this maintain that this is not theft per se because they aren’t using the capital they stole – just the interest they make on the capital they stole. An important distinction, apparently.
Incidentally, paying for the war mainly involves paying western corporations to produce weapons etc and, bizarrely, the US Army to move its formations around Europe. Whatever is left that does find its way to Ukraine is immediately transferred into the bank accounts of a certain coke head and his favourite oligarchs. That, and the roughly 50% of received weaponry that they sell on the international market, at least ensures them an illusion of a comfortable future when this is all over. I’m sure the CIA et al have other ideas, but let’s not get bogged down in detail.
That substack link is very clear and informative. Losing a war looks very expensive, but winning one, if you look at Britain and WW1 and 2, is possibly more so. What a bloody racket.
Dear huwhite ladies, repeat it once again: “Wankfugees are welcome here!”
https://theworldwatch.com/videos/1629371/women-in-europe-are-not-safe-we-all-know-very-well-why/
Alex Jones on how he predicted 9/11 before it happened…
He published what they themselves communicated in advance, just like the WEF or UN plans.
Yeah but no but…
https://www.dailydot.com/debug/alex-jones-predict-9-11/
TLDR: Bill Copper made the prediction a month earlier, AJ repeated it using prior false flags on the world trade center as examples.
Interestnig spin by Carlson tho. Wonder why AJ is getting signal boosted.
Alex Jones is what he is. William Cooper was the genuine article.
Alex Jones, Alex Jones. I seem to remember something about him. Wasn’t he the guy who did an impression of William Cooper?
Revolutions aren’t for wimps. Just saying.
“A revolution is not a dinner party, or writing an essay, or painting a picture, or doing embroidery; it cannot be so refined, so leisurely and gentle, so temperate, kind, courteous, restrained and magnanimous. A revolution is an insurrection, an act of violence by which one class overthrows another.”
― Mao Tse-tung
A lot of people are only ‘approximately awake’,
but is that a better way to be compared to being Woke ?
Most people are robotic due to any of these: low intelligence, deliberately poor schooling, habit, propaganda (political, commercial, esoteric), convenience (machines, electronics, etc.), unrestrained indulgence.
Its all Trump’s fault, and Trump’s followers are also guilty.
A Prognosis Update on how They’re gonna stampede us into
The Global Digital Panopticon Prison by 2030:
It’s quite possible They will use A Double Whammy: instead of
just one ‘crisis’ They’ll use two – a ‘Pandemic’, and a Global Economic
crisis at the same time…
I dont think i can handle a Triple Whammy, Them deciding to have a
Third World War at the same time… But i wouldnt put it past Them !!
We humans can handle a lot more than we think; WWI, WWII, 1929 big crack, Black death in Europe, The Guillotine and the Head-rollers, Mao’s Long March, Pol Potsky, the Khazar thing, Trump the Bad, m.m.
This time will be the Whammy over all Whammies. Armageddon if you like.
In the Bible it is described as a sneaking thief in the night you wont even notice before its too late, and you will not be able to hide ANYWHERE on this planet. It will find you where ever you are…………….LOL.
Pol Pot wqasn’t even his real name.
Cambodians have the complete right to do whatever they like because they experienced a genocide once…. argued nobody ever.
I think it was and his middle name funny enough was soup 😆
…marxistic inspired cambodjan university intellektuels developed the idéers about a farmer based communism community completely independent of the State and the surrounding world. (Original PP name: Saloth Sar)
Does it sound familiar? If you consider many of the comments and the articles here on Off-G??
The Whitehead’s contempt for “the prevailing Police State”, and the many commenters love for the “off grid” idea independent of the prevailing American Trump Government’s “Dictatorship”………………..LOL.
That’s pretty much how it feels Jerry.
Flotsam and jetsam blowing in from all directions.
Some of it has sharp edges, some of it is heavy, and some is just like tissue paper.
We’ve gotta learn to duck, swerve, weave and lay down when it gets really rough.
A bit like those palm trees on tropical islands.
when I was young the future was a terrific weight on my shoulders
every morning I’d wake up with the pressure to make my mark, to not waste these precious hours before me, waiting to be filled with admirable accomplishments
the years to come towered over me, and it was up to me to choose the fruitful path through them that would lead to purposeful self-realization and satisfaction
plus at a certain stage there was that more or less constant frenzy to heed the imperious call of the species and do my bit to bring the next generation into existence
now I’ve munched through all those years like a hungry pothead polishing off a big jar of salted peanuts, and I’m free of heavy expectations, hopes and illusions of purpose
what a relief!
“I’m only a tourist -in this life” ?
“I’m waiting for My Life to begin” ?
Having to listen to
Streams of Consciousness, Free Association, and, Letting It All Hang Out
is why i decided becoming a PsychoAnalyst was not for me…
Its like the jab. You cant avoid it. Its everywhere.
There is a fine line between being somewhat aware and being obsessively aware.
2021 was the darkest of the recent age, so far. Therefore, getting through that more or less unscathed, without succumbing to becoming a human pin cushion, was an achievement in itself.
I must have ran dozens of scenarios through my head during 2020-2022 and fortunately the worst of them came to nothing. On that basis, I have decided that remaining calm and centred rather than jumping from one negative scenario to another is the best way to remain sane and avoid depleting my energy.
Besides, it is perfectly plausible that all the negative stories and potential dystopian avenues require a form of co-manifestation to become reality.
Consider the following:
That this reality requires creative beings in order for the controllers to manifest their goals and that many of the ‘normaltons’ lack that creative spark on a metaphysical level.
Therefore, those of us who are aware and conscious could be the actual targets of the controllers publicity efforts. They seed the ideas, which we then focus on and in doing so unconsciously help the manifestation process along. It is a form of energy harvesting.
on the level of the individual psyche, directed thought about desired, positive outcomes can absolutely move a person toward those goals and away from energy traps
I know that sometimes New Age oriented figures call for mass distributed actions in which thousands or millions of followers concentrate their prayers or visualizations on one common focal point, a particular facet of the world that they decide they’d all like to improve together, and who’s to say that all this bundled spiritual power might not really move a few mountains in our sociocultural landscape?
maybe the thing I’d like to see happen is that everyone everywhere would just open up a bit more, a bit more and more with each passing day, to those ideas that they’re inclined to dismiss out of hand as ridiculous or crazy
exactly!! so if the incarnations that r co creating for them joined forces and focused on the collapsing of “the plan” then we wouldn’t have to spend so much time contemplating how we dodge the digital concentration camp
You have articulated really well what I tried to explain to my DH the other day.
Thinking along these lines sometimes feels like being in a bind i.e. if it turns out the following is correct: that it may be impossible to keep one eye on looming tyranny as well as do the metaphysical ‘Law of Assumption’ (mainly because the LoA requires complete faith in the process to be successful). It is human and natural to want to be vigilant especially after the occurrence of the 2020 plandemic but when you also stumble on the LoA idea and think it is plausible too, it makes everything more complicated; it is even more so if you grew up in an atheistic household with scientists/engineers as family members and studied science at uni because it may be more difficult to suddenly have complete faith in something without using the logic and reason you used before (like I did) than people from a more religious/spiritual background? Of course I’m hoping that manifestation/creation of all good things (or even just neutral/benign things) can be done without having full, complete faith, and can be accomplished solely with repeated “vivid imagining of the desire already gained”, as it were.
Also, contemplating whether it much, much easier to manifest as a ‘collective consciousness’ than one, single human/consciousness… If the former, would that mean there is more plausibility that all humans (or a handful of people) in this realm are creators rather than, for instance, I am (or you are) the sole creator of everything and everyone around me/you?
So many questions and the more one delves the more questions arise. For instance, if it is it true that I am (or any one is) the sole creator (or only a handful of people are creators) wouldn’t that mean that all the others in my universe/realm (or the rest of the people if only some of us are creators) are just ‘NPCs’ in the matrix? As we obviously are not sure about any of this and are only speculating, the idea of NPCs can pose ethical dilemmas e.g. labelling people as NPCs – basically ‘othering’ a part (or all of the rest) of the population could cause tyrannical consequence (as history shows) if a fool acts upon it. So much to think about once we explore metaphysics/ the nature of reality. If only we could get closer to the truth.
I am still very much new to all this but there are good articles and books out there which can help with navigating the twists and turns of this subject. Hope what I have written makes sense as I am a little tired (been a long day for me).
You make interesting points.
The question you raise, as to are we creating our own reality is one that I have thought about too. It is like a paradox, since each individual reality would also be separate of the whole reality. That view is sometimes put forward by New Agers, who believe that they can passively manifest their own reality, sit back and do nothing actively, without being affected by what goes on around them. That seems like an idea seeded to pacify people.
For example, during the Plandemic, depending where one lived, it was often difficult to avoid wearing a mask or being in lockdown. On the face of it, no amount of passive manifestation on an individual level would have changed that without some form of action to avoid it.
However, a personal example of avoiding the seemingly unavoidable, is my experience when travelling through airports. I have never had to go through a full body scanner. On a couple of occasions by refusing and asking for a normal metal detector and search, yet in every other case almost miraculously, I was told to pass through the metal detector instead or was in the right queue such that when I approached the front of the queue the staff changed from body scanning to using the metal detector. Was that luck or was I manifesting something?
Since we know so little about the functioning of reality, other than hypotheses, it is difficult to be sure who creates and who doesn’t. Or, whether it is a mixture of creators with different creative powers and the presence of NPCs (background characters) to perform the support roles as extras that allow the reality to function while facilitating the creative ones to do their thing within it.
Do the NPCs (don’t like othering but for this example..) tune into the main frequency here hence run scripts of that main frequency. I test my brother with mandela effect type questions with movie lines that I remember differently as we are both movie buffs. He initially chooses the quote that i remember it to be but then a minute later he resets to the main frequency/gets a download and corrects the quote to its current changed form.
Is the projector (our eyes) able to have new film (frequency) run through it which explains why most seem to all be receiving very similar projections of reality.
Why do some of us no longer tune into the main frequency and disconnect metaphysically?
For what purpose ? Does the reality itself feed me an answer that i seek with verifiable evidence but feed my brother the absolute opposite but again substantiated. Can both be true at once.
One thing is apparent the reality is not what we perceived it to be when we were on the main download /frequency here
Think it’s time for Off Guardian to let you write and article. I know Christians (myself excepted ) turn from such discussions but it’s clear there is a dark adversary here and i don’t see anything wrong with understanding the buttons and levers it uses
Thanks but I don’t know if I am knowledgeable enough to write an article.
I used to read a lot of the New Age material out there but it never sat well with me. Once I became aware of the origins of the New Age movement and realized it had been co-opted it became clear that it is only giving partial truths.
The Mandela effect does seem to be real, and the idea that different people perceive and remember different realities makes a lot of sense. It may also explain how the Plandemic operated. There was a total disconnect where some people could not even comprehend the POSSIBILITY that they were being lied to. It was as if they were receiving a transmission of a frequency, quite possibly an electromagnetic frequency.
I am going to post some links under a comment to Ennes, which you may find interesting.
It’s technologically possible for evil and/or psychopathy to occur on a level that would astonish Lucifer itself and yet be widely viewed – at least in some places – as a the epitome of moral evolution. If this is not already a named hypo-thesis than I may have to name is after myself – but certainly not on Sunday.
calm and centered
Stampeding us to take the jab, live in fear or despair, close our businesses, etc. was all intended. They are now fine-tuning the process. But this time, there will be consequences.
Comments of the year so far…
Had to come back for a re-read, that never happens
The eyes might be projectors, not lenses..
“The eyes might be projectors, not lenses..”
Yes, exactly! Could very well be true (or should I say I HOPE to be true)!
Hi Rolling Rock, lol sorry about the tome here – I’m just very interestred in this subject and am always glad when I see others talk and write about it! Your experiences at the airport sound good – did you visualise/feel the fortunate conclusion of going through without needing to go through the body scanners (manifest/create) before you actually went on these airport trips or did you just have a more general sense e.g. had confidence and positivity just before you went on these particualr occasions? I dislike the term ‘manifest’ and usually use ‘create’ but even that sounds very pretentious and New Agey to me (I need to think of a better word somehow!!) I am fascinated in other peoples experiences of these metaphysical things; I suppose at heart I would love it all to be true especially now in these dark times, and that there could, indeed, be much more to this life than this particular physical, material realm (all the official stuff that we are conditioned to believe since childhood).
Saying all that, I am pretty wary of the pervasive and popular New Age movement out there especially the ones related to the Theosophical Society (I have an inkling their ideology is related to the Great Reset/NWO somehow). I have only tried to do the LoA ‘ actively’ a couple of times for small things and a larger one (which is an ongoing experiment). The first ever smaller experience shocked me because it happened so fast and I had only just started to read about the LoA subject.
Basically, I was feeling a little awkward with a new associate mainly because I hadn’t had the opportunity to interact properly with this person for an extended time (due to distance and being extremely busy and because I can be quite reserved when I first get to know strangers in the particular arena) so I thought I would try my first LoA test. To my complete surprise, the very next day the associate turned-up unexpectedly at my home and it was a very friendly discussion and we’ve been great ever since – it was the quickness of the materialisation that had me gobsmacked!
There was also an eerie occurrence at the beginning of my dabbling in this manifestation/creation stuff in 2023. One cold night I was up very late trying to finish a project when I suddenly spied a really huge black moth floating around the corner of the room (it was as large in size as the moths found in tropical rainforests so did not seem native to where I live, here in Northern Europe) and I stared, transfixed for about half a minute, at this beautiful,massive moth floating around the corner of the room. I was then distracted for a split second and when I turned back to look at it again the dark moth had disappeared. I looked for it afterwards but could not find it and as it was a cold night no doors or windows had been opened so didn’t know where it had disappeared to (or had come from, for that matter).
The next evening was even more strange, I had gone to read in bed a bit earlier than usual (because I had been up so long the night before and was very tired) when I suddenly heard a persistent rustling in the corner where there was a large batch of soft silver foil-type material (which had been lying around there for quite a few weeks) and when I then remembered it wasn’t our old cat playing around because he had died a couple of years ago, I quickly sat up in bed startled and looked at the foil and just as I did a huge black moth (like the one from the night before, maybe even the same one) started slow-floating towards me and up just over my head. When I tilted my head to look up at it (and then to the wall behind me), it had disappeared again! I got up and shouted to my DH (who was on the computer downstairs) to come and look; we looked everywhere for the huge, dark moth but it was gone! Even the next day (and over the week) we looked everywhere for it but it was nowhere to be seen. I have no idea if it had anything to do with my dabbling in the metaphysics/LoA or just coincidental timing but it was certainly a very strange experience. We have moths in our garden which sometimes come into our bathroom if we leave the window open and forget to turn the light off but they are usually very small, light moths and we never see any tropical-sized moths in the garden let alone humongous black ones that float about eerily in our house! I hadn’t been drinking (and never been on any medication/drugs) so what was it – a real moth that somehow found its way back outside (no idea how!) or an apparition or something temporarily entering from another dimension (as someone online suggested)? I am not a flighty or fluffy, hippy-type person and strange things do not regularly happen to me. I did do a bit of research online to see if other people had ever had any similar experiences but not much came up except a few entries about the mystical significance of black moths (moths mean different often opposing things in various cultures) and as I just mentioned, some people’s explanation that ‘seeing’ strange creatures is something to do with the veil between dimensions being weaker in this current era (Earth’s magnetic field is very weak at the moment, apparently) so there could be an opportunity for transfer between different dimensions? All very curious stuff and I am still confused about the experience to this day. Not sure if it is related to the start of my reading about metaphysics but the timing makes it fascinating. Luckily my DH believes me (although some of my friends still rib me about it)!
The specific subject of LoA. From my reading of books and research online as well as hearing some of my friends and a family member’s experiences (as well as my own) I genuinely think there is something to it in a real, solid sense. I would like to continue to hone my experiences mainly using Neville Goddard’s work as the foundation (really adore his style) and also a bit of Joe Dispenza’s work (which is brilliant as a detailed beginner’s guide for the more sceptical of us although I have seen a few differences in his explanations compared to the older Vedic and other sources I’ve read in the past, and his rather narcissistic style grates a little sometimes). I try to restrain any scepticism and doubts through the LoA process and that’s been the most difficult part for me (even after my strange experiences) but I am getting better with each week, along with trying to get into the theta and delta states with aids like deep meditation (which requires ample time) or tuning forks (another fascinating subject).
Metaphysics really is a good distraction from all the darkness trying to surround us in these times and am sooo thankful for stumbling on things like the LoA. I genuinely do think it is a subject worth exploring and as I mentioned, and I love hearing other people’s experiences with the different techniques not just the LoA but also things like lucid dreaming, remote-viewing and astral projection, etc. although I am a bit reticent about these things because I read a novel/story about astral projection when I was young (in the 90s) called ‘Stranger With My Face’ by Lois Duncan which scared the hell out of me!! There is a film adaption of it but it isn’t very good compared to the book.
P.S.
Joe Dispenza is clearly very popular in the ‘metaphysical’ circuit currently and I am interested why he is. I’ve just finished reading Joe Dispenza’s Book “Becoming Supernatural” and I have a couple of major concerns about it. Yes, it is an amazing book because many of the deatails may well helpm people create manifest better (than before they read the book) and I like that he tries to back up his thoughts and findings with some research. But… there are legitimate concerns.
Firstly, Dispenza mentions ancient and old techniques without crediting the originators (which seems so unfair and stingy to me) and then he reformulates their ideas (which could mean e.g. the ancient Vedic wisdom/ideas/techniques may not actually work any more if you tamper with them). Secondly, I am always very wary of people who suggest you buy something from them in the ‘metaphysical arena’ e.g. pay to go to their workshops or buy some of their aids for meditation, etc. because it always rings a bit cultish to me (although to be fair to Dispenza he also suggests ways of doing his techniques without buying anything too).
Lastly, and this is the most concerning. When I read the contents page and spotted his ‘Mind Movies’ chapter I initially assumed he meant people using their imaginations to create their own personal ‘movies’ in their own private minds (like Neville Goddard suggests in his books and he goes further and suggests we never to divulge the details to anyone) and then using their memory to recreate this ‘movie’ again in their own minds daily. As I started to read Dispenza’s Mind Movies chapter, I reaslised Dispenza was suggesting people use a ‘Mind Movies’ technology – a software programme that people could buy, access and use with links to the website given at the end of the chapter. Well, I was extremely shocked – this is dangerous on sooo many levels! To me, I have visions of a hidden purpose for this ‘technology’ e.g. what if it is a more advance version of Scientology’s ‘Auditing’ – the people who own the software technology could be using people’s ‘movies’ of their most personal inner desires/wants for nefarious reasons, also, could it be an experiment on humans linked to Artificial Intelligence (AI)? A few people may call me cynical or paranoid but history shows us that many things in our modern environment (not least technology) can be used against us especially now in the era where the parasites want transhumanism in our world (funnily enough, the masses, on the whole, do not want AI)! I think people should be aware of this ‘Mind Movies’ business because it could also be an experiment on us and/or gleaning the most highly personal things a human being possesses – their inner thoughts and desires which could ultimately be used to control individuals (and maybe even added to the Big Data’s ‘Digital Twin’ database that they are trying to put together on all of us, and as I said this can be linked to AI in the future).
This is why I have to keep reminding myself (and others) to be eternally vigilant because there is so much deception out there (in all forms)!
I would steer clear of “gurus” like him.
Part of the New Age/Theosophical pathway
Yes, there is a lot of misdirection and obsfucation along with outright lies. It is a minefield.
Thanks for this comment (or commentary). I was pleased to see such a well thought and defined passage.
Some time back but not all that long ago I had a brief dalliance – for lack of a better word – with Scientology. But I pulled away ahead of the auditing process. I intended it as an interesting but safe writer’s experience.
I suppose I’ve known all along that technology offered a distinctly lopsided relationship with the consumers thereof. I suspect Neil Postman saw that all those years ago.
Thanks again.
432 Hz music is supposed to be good for deep meditation and if you believe in its possibility, astral travel. The 432Hz sound wavelength and how water reacts, although there are detractors who claim that cymatics with water can be achieved with other frequencies.
I am leaning towards this reality being a mathematical construct. It was the Fibonacci sequence and the Golden Ratio (Phi) that made me realise it. Phi appears throughout nature, it also appears in the proportions of the human body. It is also used in music, and architecture since it is pleasing to to our senses.
Only recently, I came across a group of researchers who claim our reality is governed by creators that they termed ‘angels’ but are in actuality partical accelerators. Electromagnetism and electricity is how they create within the realm. They also believe that the old religious texts and other writings are allegoric guides to life and these ‘creators’ were substituted to be thought of as God/s.
I have barely started scratching the surface of their work but here are a couple of starter videos.
First, is an interview of one of the group with Emily Moyers. Emily in my view is one of the most deep thinkers out there on esoteric and metaphysical subjects.
I’ve heard about the 432hz vs 440 hz debate and that 432 hz is much healthier a frequency for music, etc. For astral travel? That sounds intersting – must look into that. I have a few CDs in 432 Hz. Been told that the manifestation frequency is 963 Hz but have no idea if that is true.
Yes, this could be true – it is part of what is kn0own as ‘Sacred Geometry’, if I’m not mistaken. Although, some people say there is a ‘satanic’ geometry (like metatron’s cube) and a genuine ‘lotus of eternal life’ which is different to the official ‘flower of life’ (aka “daisy of death” as some people call it). You are right there seems to be a muddying of the water (no lotus-pun intended here!) in order to hide the true knowledge from the masses which is irritating, to say the least!
Ah, very new info to me – will explore this later.
“Electromagnetism and electricity is how they create within the realm. They also believe that the old religious texts and other writings are allegoric guides to life and these ‘creators’ were substituted to be thought of as God/s. ” I agree. All my studies of different culture’s and religious texts leads me to being persuaded by this.
Thank you for the link to the video – I will definitely watch this later.
Yes, the hypotheses of the group called APM (Angel Particle Matrix) Research is based on sacred geometry. There is too much for me to explain here, so watch the videos I linked then watch this further video at the bottom with one of them and Emily Moyer and check out their channel linked below. The claim to have verifed their work with experiments.
https://m.youtube.com/@fpvangel4495/videos
They do not have a take of reincarnation, or spiritual elements as such but aimed to show that the realm/reality is technologically based with these ‘angels’ (particle accelerators) being the ‘creators’. They also speak of a 400 year reset cycle caused by these ‘angels’ that has massive repercussions for us and the realm. It is effectively a magnetic pole shift.
I enjoyed listening to this and will watch some of their other videos
I agree with you if one dosent try and understand the esoteric and metaphysical we can’t truly comprehend all the moving parts.
I also have had much inner battle as a Christian as to whether i should be spending so much time studying the Occult, Hermeticism and other theosophical works so it was good to hear your perspective that the use of religious dogma to scare us off learning how the reality itself works and is manipulated gave me a fresh perspective. Also is no doubt why so many people align with the New Age movement because unlike traditional Christianity “they are giving the stones (knowledge) away for free”.( A since deleted tweet by Musk. ) So many turn to New Age as their inner knowing of esoyeric concepts is being shared through the movement.
I agreed with their sentiments on earthquakes and resets being cyclical but not sure i align with them wanting to be rid of people particularly those who have a broader understanding. Steiners books openly tell people to not uptake the 💉
We r in an esoteric exercise no doubt but haven’t landed on the goals as of yet
The sacred geometry is used by those who know how it charges this reality up but it also bleeds through naturally
We too can use it
As the magenta colour is also currently doing.
Thanks to the awareness of terms such as is applied to technology ( algorithms, coding etc ) we are now able to perceive the world in a framework we couldn’t in earlier times.
I have someone I listen to that dives into similar topics but delivers it in an uniquely humorous way. Will post it following this.
His is a more philosophical and metaphysical observation of the reality and the trick the adversary lays down to get us not doing the real work we r here to do. He talks quite a bit on the reality breaking down with its presentation being less believable now
Agree with this sentiment
Based on my limited understanding of Christianity I think you have little to worry about by investigating other ideas. As a Christian friend once said to me, “to be Christian, is to be Christ like”, so if your deeds are as his were then that is being a true Christian.
See my comment further down, in reponse to you, regarding Matt (QoC)
in pending so can’t edit my comment not just an esoteric exercise but eugenics one
Watch this first
https://youtu.be/HzFMIQ4RFL0?si=EVoPWdyPX-owS_Id
watch this one second
it covers the topic this thread started on. Our consciousness creating the reality itself
https://youtu.be/WAIVyJvNmr4?si=9hoaX2Sbk2iCGFI9
Before I clicked on the link, I knew it would be one of Matt’s (QoC), since you had already mentioned the colour magenta bleeding through to our reality – something that he has mentioned.
I binged some of Matt’s work recently, having not heard of him before, and then the alarm bells started ringing.
Although he raises some interesting points, he never provides any details about the ‘work’ as he calls it. He also talks of a charcter called Tony, who we never see, but Matt talks about him as if he is a guru. Yes, if he exists, he is a New Age one.
He is actually subtly selling New Age propaganda and using NLP. Shifting the blame away from the controllers and their minions for much of the madness in the world by suggesting that they are unaware of what they are doing and they merely being manipulated by the ‘Notnilc’. He also gets quite tetchy in the comments of his channel. He has never done any real research nor present any evidence to support his views.
I did some digging and although he admits to having been an insurance salesman, he omits that he also had his own company selling kidnap and ransom insurance. A very specialised field, and one needing connections. His ex-girlfriend who he is still friends with also worked (or still works) for Pfizer. He also appeared on Infowhores.
Long story short is that Matt is a salesman and comes across as very persuasive.
Then I found this video by CBO. I am not vouching for his work, just using it for his QoC analysis. Skip to min 53 approx:
https:/www.youtube.com/watch?v=4xtwv4WAtHs
Wow ok so this gives me much to think on.
I like to think my discernment is razor sharp and I am currently down to about 3 sub stack writers left that i would determine as “clean” and worthy of reading. Matt is the only one on YT i listen to regularly.
I agree on the role players being just manipulated by Notnilc.
I have always accepted his lack of material cementing in his thesis as I agree the notnilc wants us researching endlessly and after many years in the bog i too feel intuition is just as fruitful when landing on positions.
As for Tony I agree he seems to be New Age which i have no problem with as he isn’t a Christian and I do have a very close Gnostic/ NA leaning friend who i can still have interesting esoteric chats with.
The kidnapping thing is a red flag but the evidence of Pam being the one presented in the video seems shaky.
Again where is the infowhores video not just a screen shot would suffice
Again i agree on the fact he won’t do video /pods lives etc. But he is a supposed recluse so perhaps he would struggle with that.
But i am very open to being duped and wonder what the motivation is.
If he was a CO wouldn’t his subs grow occasionally? He seems to get no help from YT as most obvious CO do
I do think absorbing all his philosophies makes one accepting of the dark agenda being implemented and wonder from a Christian perspective why God would create such a fake construct if we adopted Matt’s theories
But i do observe anomalies around me that suggests his theories on people being on the download and running scripts is real. I run tests in my own life to observe the phenomena.
Will do some more diving and appreciate you bringing it to my attention. Although RR it’s left me with many questions now 😂
as in i agree with your position they are not just manipulated by notnilc
Having razor sharp discernment/intuition in my experience is easier in real life when one meets people face to face.
These screen characters and writers are at a distance so it can take longer to figure them out. I basically give the BOTF except for obvious C.O, grifters and shills. Then if they do or say something which sets off my intuition I then do some research into their background and history. That way my own intuition is not clouded by other opinions.
It was only since Covid-1984 that I started researching, since then I knew the plan was moving into the next and accelerated phase.
I have been on a crash course in ploughing through a fair number of content creators in just a couple of years, having avoided up until then the troofer and conspira-circus because I was too busy and never felt the need to go down rabbit holes constantly. Yet, I seem to discard them at a rate of knots and over a short period of time. I just lose interest because I am not gaining new insight. Insight meaning more than just knowledge.
For example, when I did look at the nitty gritty of 9/11 only a few years ago, it only took several hours of research to realise that it had been set-up to cultivate conflicting narratives designed to consume time and energy and create in-fighting.
The question you should ask yourself regarding Matt is, after however long you have been following him, have you learnt anything new since the early days? Has he advanced your thinking? If it has plateaued, then it is time to move on.
He talks of the “half page”, as being all it takes to understand the realm according to him. Ok, then, so why is he still making videos?
Also the 100,000 Gootube subscriber magical threshold between controlled and real is just a number. I suspect it is much, much lower. Matt makes a great fanfare of being just below this threshold, seeding his credibility in the minds of his viewers. Remember, many people are not subscribers, so his reach is much larger than 95 odd thousand.
Never inviting guests on to discuss topics or exchange ideas is also strange for a genuine researcher. Yet, he claims to get many of his ideas from his commenters. Perhaps, he should invite them onto the “presentation”. He always calls it a presentation.
I decided that just after a month or so of listening to both his new work and listening to random pieces of his older work, that his content was on a loop. Deja vu. Groundhog Day!
Here is another video which includes the 2016 Infowars interview but with no sound at the 2m26s mark.
Agree on it being repetitive and not moving us on once we grasp the key points. However who does these days. Once you get to the stage of no rabbit holes left and more examining the reality itself there are few resources except old books of which i have many. I enjoy Matt’s videos for the laugh more then anything. I looked up the link and dived myself including his supposed lLinked In and tbh much of it looked cooked up.
Someone with a vendetta potentially
i have family members that have had to use ransom insurance as expats so that dosent alarm me.
But the broader aspect i haven’t considered is staying focused on growing my perception of things and your comment has been a timely reminder to continue with that
Thanks !
Without being there to see it is hard to know about the moth. Was it just hiding or was there a metaphysical element to its presence?
I am trying to post some replies to Jay and you with some interesting links but they are going into pending.
The follwing video should be watched when mentioned in the other video (reply in pending).
One other thing, I believe that in order to make sense of the physical aspects of this reality, it is necessary to explore the metaphysical and esoteric.
The controllers with their esoteric knowledge have gone to great effort over centuries if not millennia to hide and distort this information. There use of religious dogma was to scare people off investigation and more recently they seeded and created the New Age movement to further muddy the waters for those in the ‘awakening’ process.
*Particle* accelerator not partical in a previous response to you . Sorry, typo.
Yes, completely agree. When I discuss this with New Age friends they always say I am cynical, but i tell them that history and patterns show this to be true: that tptb have always destroyed/sacked monasteries/libraries/museums/etc and have hoarded the most valuable information for themselves. All important knowledge and wisdom is hidden from the world’s masses for power and control purposes. Re: metaphysics: we can try to discern what is true by doing our own research, analysis and experimenting.
Everything seems to be escalating now so I think the time has come for me to nail my colours to the mast and delve deeper into the metaphysical properly because after the couple of years of research and experience that I have done — reading books, articles; doing some experiments (and hearing about other people’s) — I am now persuaded there is definitely something to this e.g. LoA (and similar stuff). All my studies into this subject seems to converge now: to the idea that our deepest beliefs (and especially our feelings) about the world manifest into reality (whether we know we are doing it or not), and that people in lower vibrations live/or will live on a different plane (unwittingly of course because they unfortunately do not yet know about all this) from people on a higher frequency plane. So my conclusion: I reckon I will not lose anything by immersing myself in higher vibes now – what’s the worst thing that can happen in such a dark era anyway?
Of course I will live what is called a ‘normal daily life’ but do it on a much higher frequency which means no more negative things e.g. worrying or doom-scrolling! Life’s too short to worry if bad things happen that are beyond our means. Fortunately, we can as individuals (and as a group/groups) share knowledge; not comply with any tyranny (and urge others not to either); hope for the best and prepare for the worst (practically and psychologically); keep our spirits up and vibrations high; and create and build a happier, healthier and better parallel world. Anyway, let’s be frank, if there is only one objective reality and it turns out to be sliding into a bad one, the worst that will happen if I stick to the mataphysical stuff is being in a happier state before I pass away (than I would be if I stuck to looking at the news/roll of bad events everyday). What’s better – being in a constant anxious state then dying or a more peaceful, happier state then dying? Ultimately, I can say at least I tried both things: (1) initially researched the tyranny and shared it to warn other people, and prepare practically, and then (2) made a real go of the metaphysical higher vibes stuff. I know other good people all around the world who have been and are dong similar – good luck to them all, I say!
Take good care, Rolling Rock (and thanks for the insights)!
All the best,
Ennes
I posted another video of APM with Emily Moyer for you to watch but again it went into pending.
I too have decided that investigating the conspiracy stuff or becoming too involved with alt-media daily fodder is a distraction. It prevents us examining the reality, learning about our place within it and understanding ourselves.
I think that alt-media (some of it) has taken on the role of capturing those who ask questions and wish to self-educate. It can cause arrested development whereby people are on a hamster wheel of chasing the next story – not so different to MSM consumers – or delve too deeply into conspiracy rabbit holes thereby wasting time and energy. Limited attention spans result. You only have to look at the comments here where an article after more than 24-48 hours is as good as dead.
Check out this channel. It is a compilation of work by a guy called ‘Pink Elephant’ whose older (and best) work is hard to find and very few people know of him. He has very interesting insights on metaphysics, spirituality and esotericism. He is partially sighted young guy who uses a TTS reader to read out questions posed to him, but bear with it. He is well worth listening to, although I don’t agree with everything he says.
https://m.youtube.com/@RawestSpiritualGoddess/videos
You take care Ennes.
He has 44 subs
Always a sign he is presenting truth 😀
Matt whose videos i posted for you earlier has been at it for 15 years and will never get past the 94k
He says he dosent want to
Another good sign
Thanks for the link(s) – love watching new videos on metaphysics!
I really wish I knew what it was! One of the strangest things that has happened to me. It did not look like a European moth (it was much much bigger than the largest moths found in this area – a little bigger than a man’s out-stretched hand). The moth also floated rather than move with its wings like normal moths do.
Ah, that is definitely not normal…huge!
The confusion you feel about the world coupled with the certainty that something is wrong is exactly where I’ve been for the last 5 years. If anyone had told me then that 5 years after the peak death day in the UK (April 9th 2020 – also massively high pollution on that day – connected? 🤔) I would still be attempting to fathom the unbridled chicanery of the world governments, I’d have been horrified. My life was on hold then and still is now because I don’t know what to do with my disbelief in every single thing that once held it all together. Is this all just some big cosmic joke (and no, I don’t believe in the cosmos)? And if some deus ex machina figure suddenly stepped forward to explain how we all got here, why would anyone even believe them at this point? The truth has hung its head in shame and left the building so I guess we’ll never know 🤷♀️. In the words of Fleetwood Mac, Oh Well.
5 years, try 30 years and unable to get the message through. It’s been such a mindfuck,
hardly anyone would listen, so much that I imploded and no longer exist in this realm.
I now communicate using the outer web of the 6th dimension.
but has the clown show got worse during that time ? less believable? coming to a climatic moment ? or just more of the same ?
The clown show is OTT, unbelievable, all of it. More of the same but in ditial format is planned IMO.
So the lost guy knows where he is, and for reasons unclear wants others to hear what being lost in contradiction and pessimism is like?
“I was lost
when I met you on the road
to Larissa
the straight road between the cedars
You thought
I was a man of roads
and you loved me for being such a man
I was not such a man
I was lost when
I met you on the road
to Larissa”
Leonard Cohen wrote those lines. And I liked his work back then. I liked a lot of things back then. I guess I was lost.
The first paragraph started off really well. At the 4th one I got dizzy and restless, and by the end of the article I was in a state of semi-coma
Then take a headache powder, a hot cup of tea, then have a lie-down.
That should fix you.
Thank you.