Revolutionising the Self
Colin Todhunter
Bindu Art School in Chengalpattu, a couple of hours by road from Chennai in South India, was set up in 2005 in the Bharatapuram leprosy colony. It was started by Austrian artist Werner Dornik and activist Padma Venkataraman.
Werner, a multimedia artist from Bad Ischl in Austria, was 18 on his first visit to India in 1977, when he saw lepers begging on the streets. You can still see that today in Chennai.
After his first visit to India, he began to send donations to a leprosy home and, in 1981, contributed the proceeds of his photo exhibition in Austria to other leprosy homes in India. A chance meeting in 1995 in Vienna with Padma (daughter of former president of India R Venkataraman) eventually set things in motion.
On one of his visits to the Bharatapuram colony, Werner was impressed with the traditional Indian ‘kolams’ that were being drawn by people whose fingers were deformed and reduced to stubs. Werner thought that using art as a therapy would be a good idea. But as some of the elderly residents of the colony had hands that looked like claws, Werner taped paintbrushes to their fists and started them out with just two colours, black and blue. At first, the general mood of the painters resulted in art that was dark and depressing.
Werner once told me:
There’s no teaching here. The aesthetics are all their own. Students start with black and white, before they move on to colours. When they finally get to use all the colours, there’s an unrestrained explosion of life: forests, pink sunsets and even a hospital lined with patients that’s a kaleidoscope of colour and honesty but no pain.”
He added:
There were no rules or any such thing as good or bad. Nor did I go into any technical details of art. The students were free to paint anything.”
In March 2006, some paintings were exhibited in Chennai.
Things have moved on since that first exhibition. The painters have subsequently had their work shown in trendy galleries from Vienna and London to Washington and Tokyo. Some of the paintings have sold for more than 200 euros. One of the four painters who made the trip to Vienna told an interviewer that he had received so much love and respect there that he almost forgot he had leprosy. Quite a statement for someone who had been labelled for most of his life as an illiterate ‘untouchable’.
The ethos of Bindu Art School is that of communal living, self-help, fellowship, dignity and independence. Werner Dornik’s personal outlook and his own art projects seek to make people aware that capitalism, crass materialism and consumerism are a deadening and ultimately self-destructive burden for humanity.
Werner states that his politics is ‘love’.
In a short film about Bindu Art School, Padmanabhan Krishna, a professor of physics, says the following:
The real beggar is honest. He puts his hat in front of him and says, ‘I need money. Please give me money, if you can.’ And we are also beggars. But we are dishonest beggars because we have invisible bowls, which we carry around. One bowl says, ‘Give me appreciation.’ Another bowl says, ‘Give me pleasure.’ Third one says, ‘Agree with me… support me.’ Fourth one says, ‘Give me security.’
“And when somebody puts something in that bowl, we say, ‘Friend. Very good man.’ And when he takes out of your bowl, you are angry, you create enemy. When you approach life like that, that means you approach it egotistically, and you will always create enemy.”
What he says encapsulates a fundamental flaw of modern society: an egocentric mindset that drives conflict and rivalry.
Revolutionary acts may take many forms. Bindu Art School being a point in case.
Arguably, the most effective acts often stem from a feeling of empathy, not anger, and camaraderie, not hate. Developing an appropriate mindset is easier said than done, however, especially in today’s world, where much of humanity is at the mercy of an increasingly globalised elite, whose policies of subjugation are driven by ego and fuelled by a relentless pursuit of power and wealth.
Many writers and thinkers have put forward solutions for building a better world. And over the years, so-called ‘model’ societies have been created, both large scale and small scale and for better or worse. But have these experiments solved humanity’s (self-inflicted) problems?
Humans have developed technologically, but, collectively, our mindset remains stuck. While physical evolution has occurred over millions of years, psychological evolution is a different matter. The ‘ego’ or ‘self’ cannot evolve in the same linear manner as physical forms because it is rooted in conflict and division.
The late Indian philosopher Jiddu Krishnamurti believed that an inner revolution is necessary for humanity to realise its full potential and to live in harmony with the totality of life. Individuals need to abandon their past conditioning, ambitions and accumulated psychological baggage. This process allows for a fresh and innocent mind, free from the constraints of previous experiences and societal conditioning.
He argued that total awareness is crucial for freeing the mind from self-imposed limitations. By bringing unconscious patterns to light, individuals can transcend habitual responses driven by fear and insecurity. As a result, humanity’s future hinges on its ability to transcend the ego and embrace a collective consciousness that recognises interconnectedness rather than division.
On an individual level, overcoming perhaps decades of conditioning may seem a tall order. It is not impossible, but humanity’s future rests with the young.
Jiddu Krishnamurti viewed education not merely as a means to acquire knowledge or skills but as a transformative process aimed at cultivating a deeper awareness of oneself and one’s relationship with the world. In effect, education should help students become aware of their conditioning and biases, allowing them to grow without fear and develop their capacities fully.
Krishnamurti emphasised cooperation over competition, arguing that the latter fosters jealousy, conflict, rivalry and a fear-driven mindset among students. When students are pitted against each other, they become more focused on outperforming their peers rather than on genuine learning and self-discovery.
Instead of nurturing individual talents, competitive environments often lead to conformity, where students feel pressured to fit into predefined moulds. Krishnamurti envisioned an education system devoid of competition, where learning is seen as a shared exploration rather than a race for grades or accolades. He believed that such a paradigm would cultivate not only knowledgeable individuals but also compassionate and responsible members of society.
Those who are familiar with the work of Ivan Illich (especially on the issue of ‘deschooling society’) will probably see similarities here. Both thinkers’ discussions often revolved around the nature of education and structures of authority in shaping human consciousness.
Krishnamurti emphasised the importance of understanding and transforming the self to achieve genuine change. He argued that the self is an illusion, constructed through memories and desires, which leads to a hardened identity (a sense of permanence) that perpetuates conflict and suffering. To achieve true transformation, individuals must recognise the impermanence of the self and detach from their identity tied to possessions, beliefs and societal roles.
It follows that genuine change can only occur when one understands the nature of this illusion, as it drives self-interested desires that further entrench the individual in a cycle of striving and suffering.
But what are the material underpinnings of this illusion in today’s world?
Karl Marx focused on the economic dimensions of power and how they shape individual identities within a capitalist framework. For Marx, power is primarily exercised through economic relations and class structures, which dictate individuals’ experiences and opportunities. This economic power creates a ‘fixed capital’ mentality where individuals are seen as cogs in a machine, limiting their capacity for self-realisation and transformation.
In developing this line of thought, philosopher Louis Althusser explored the concept of the subjectification of the self. Althusser introduced the idea that individuals are ‘hailed’ into existence as subjects through ideological processes that prompt them to recognise themselves within a particular identity or social role. For Althusser, this recognition is crucial for the formation of the subject, as it signifies an acceptance of one’s position within the social order.
Althusser argued that ideology is not merely a set of beliefs but a material practice that shapes how individuals perceive themselves and their relationships with others. Ideology operates through institutions such as education, religion and family, which reinforce specific identities, social norms and structures of power.
He challenged traditional notions of self-consciousness by suggesting that the self is not a pre-existing entity but is constructed through ideological processes. The subject is thus seen as a product of external social forces rather than an autonomous individual.
The French Philosopher Michel Foucault looked at disciplinary power. He argued that power is not merely repressive but productive; it shapes knowledge and identities in ways that individuals internalise. This concept implies that individuals actively participate in their own subjection by adhering to societal norms and expectations, which can hinder their ability to transform themselves as envisioned by Krishnamurti.
The interplay between Krishnamurti’s insights on self-transformation and analyses of power grounded in everyday material conditions reveals significant barriers to personal change. Power dynamics are internalised within individuals, leading them to perpetuate their own limitations. This internalisation creates resistance against recognising the illusory nature of the self as described by Krishnamurti.
While Krishnamurti advocates for a deep understanding of the self as a means to break free from societal constraints, other thinkers provide critical frameworks for understanding how those constraints operate through economic systems and disciplinary practices.
All very interesting. But as Marx implied, it is not enough to know the world; the point is to change it.
It has almost become a cliché that to change the world we must first change ourselves, free ourselves from conditioning and propaganda and reinvent ourselves. But is that realistic or possible? And what type of material conditions might be best suited for liberating the self and bringing about positive change?
My recent online book Power Play: The future of Food (read here or here) sheds light on these two final questions and calls for reestablishing humanity’s (spiritual) connection to the land and nature and encouraging communities based on cooperative labour, fellowship, self-determination and local control over productive resources.
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I read Deschooling Society in the seventies; it struck a chord and thereafter I always differentiate between being ‘schooled’ and being ‘educated’. Subsequently, I worked in three African countries, amongst “illiterate” (how I hate that word with its negative overtones) people who, almost without exception, were educated…
Modern Indians will happily discuss them perils of the ego for hours before they reaffirm the caste system and continue desperately trying to be like Americans.
They feel so good having Google Pay replace cash as they worship western “progress” while their country is a free range cow farm with roads lacking any space for pedestrians and a culture of driving motor vehicles as if they were riding horses, and honking at you incessantly until you get out of their way.
Most of them are also jabbed to the eyeballs and see no problem in loudly hacking up phlegm and spitting it out in public places. They will even step out of their house to do so, instead of using their toilet.
Burning plastic trash and littering is another favourite pastime.
Modern Indian society is the most disgustingly hypocritical on the planet.
No doubt one could frame any culture just as negatively. There are always positive lessons to be learned everywhere we go, if we allow ourselves to see. These lessons aren’t negated by a long list of cons. It doesn’t work that way. I think that’s worth bearing in mind. A2
Revolutionising the Self….
Good article and much needed message.
Thank you Colin.
Off topic but an indicator of the conservative false binary being peddled by the right, a kind of neutron bomb to, concern for Humanity. Here from 0Hedge, typical to capitalist, selfish cruelty, twisted as needed to misdirect the obvious…
“Honorable mention: Others have pointed out in the past that when the full set of facts is taken into consideration, the true hero of It’s a Wonderful Life is Henry Potter, a stockholder in the Bailey Building and Loan company who is forced to pay the price for its bad business decisions [like tricking, conniving, forcing upon penniless commoners serfdom to their class of rat people]. Like Trump, Potter falls the victim to a socialist plot that uses propaganda and lawfare to slander him into submission. Although the movie ends with George Bailey having prevailed, there are hints that a world where Potter never existed would be far worse than one where Bailey never existed.”
I like however, how Trump is here equated to Potter, the ultimate evil capitalist criminal creep. Right on!
There’s a fly in the cooperation paradigm ointment. And it’s a big one. It’s simply that most people, for want of a better description, choose to be stupid. At least here in the US. It’s well known that those deemed “intellectual” are not too well thought of by most people.
So how can deliberately dumb people and smart people successfully interact without most if not all the sacrificing having to come from the smart people simply because they’re outnumbered.
No matter how humanity gets rid of its egotistical approach to life, it will never rid itself of its penchant for consensus.
The term “intellectual” has been removed and replaced by the PTB with the idiotic, lowest common denominator term, “thought leaders” meme. Purpose being, to substitute genuine intellectual discussion at best human capabilities, with accepting dictates from wealthy and “successful” business people, the capitalist PTB. It indicates their current agenda of us obeying rather than thinking.
Examining the words the PTB use and want the public to use, especially when compared to the previously used, discloses their veiled intent to control human behavior through representations, words and images. They change the dictionary on the fly as suits them. They throw smiley faced images on our screens to facade the PTB’s violent human compliance enforcement practices they want unquestioned. Like poverty and wars everywhere.
The existing social reality, the norms and standards we have been conditioned to obey and enforce on others, like being “polite”, never speaking one’s mind, masking, distancing, wearing ties, voting least of two evils, or uncountable other ritualistic behaviors, have been projected upon society by those considered authorities, experts, agents of the ruling class, dictating behaviors. If we quietly perceive daily life as Krishnamurti suggests, we get to see the folly of following norms that keep Humanity evolutionarily stuck in a Groundhog’s Day loop. Almost all things are appropriate given the right circumstances. Mindlessly obeying ritualistic cultural norms keeps us obedient children of the lesser god 1% thought leader Haoles. No thanks!
(correction: “without a handshake” -> without a stroke of work)
It seems to me that the problem with the world is that it has fallen into the hands of the selfish. Instead of the schools doing what Jezus and Krishnamurti said, giving the children philosophy and wisdom as soon as possible, they are going the way of materialism.
They seem to be ruining the world because they don’t realize how poor in spirit they often are. They often do not understand themselves in the sense that they do not realize what the law of love entails.
But I still hope that there are more enlightened ones than I know of. It was about time. Now with the computer, things can go faster. (But perhaps it is ordained that only a certain part of man needs to be so wise. After all, everything has its size (Maat), right?)
Finally, life is a miracle and is too mysterious to be too serious about it. Above all, let’s enjoy.
I would like to thank the dozens of teachers who each show the way in their own way.
Discovering one’s Swadharma | RE 234 | Dr Alok Pandey
People are nature, just like animals. But people have words and therefore they unconsciously develop the ego without giving it that name. Most people do not think about this and are like a ship with emotions as the rudder. Without a healthy self-awareness, life can only be lived halfway and man can then be like a plaything in the hands of those who use this knowledge at the expense of others. Indeed, whoever wants to be wise will do his best to perfect himself. Letting go is a beautiful saying in that regard. Letting go in love. Letting go is giving freedom and therefore acquiring it.
Golden rule: Do not do to others what you would not want done to you.
We are taught from square 1 or even earlier to identify with the ‘physical’ body as my self, not to explore THE actual SELF within. To go beyond these externally imposed limitations is looked on as weird and probably dangerous’ in ‘normal’ society, but NB the PTB have no difficulty embracing a weird or perverted version of the occult (hidden) stuff, do they?
“but NB the PTB have no difficulty embracing a weird or perverted version of the occult (hidden) stuff, do they?”,
There are indeed some rather ‘strange interpretations’ in circulation. Well spotted by jou, I think. 😉
A privilege to read and try to internalize. Thank you.
I haven’t seen Werner for at least 12 years. But in an Indian newspaper article from five years ago, he says:
“I’m still a hippie and I have no plans of attaining enlightenment or seeking god. All along the way, I understood that in love there is nothing to discuss, only to express. If you feel it, you act. That’s how you spread love.”
He was then asked, “Was the journey planned?”
“No. We just let life happen to us, and meanwhile, we keep doing good.”
He’s one of life’s good guys.
Always a pleasure reading your articles.
It never stops….
https://dumptheguardian.com/lifeandstyle/2024/dec/21/meat-eaters-more-likely-to-be-disgusted-by-meat-after-taking-part-in-veganuary-study-reveals
While most of us are laughing at stuff like this, what are children learning in school?
People who give up meat for a month find it hard to get back on meat. What the fuck is astonishing about that? People who spend a month crawling on all fours will then find it hard to get back up on their legs.
Yeah. Meat all tastes rotten after you’ve eaten vegetarian for a while. Literally, rotten. You can taste the decay.
What was it like when you needed the loo?
Krishnamurti emphasised cooperation over competition
In capitalism, we compete, at least until we have destroyed our major competitors.
it is not enough to know the world; the point is to change it
Your ego swells with the change you achieve. That is programming. The point is to suspend the slavery of various emotions passively through observation and understanding, as Lao Tzu implied
“It has almost become a cliché that to change the world we must first change ourselves, free ourselves from conditioning and propaganda and reinvent ourselves.”
The question is, who is we? I mean, is it as simple as “I am he as you are he, as you are me and we are all together. Is that it? Did the Beatles have the answer and everyone missed it? But what if we do it, and they don’t. Or what if their change isn’t exactly what we’re looking for?
I don’t know who’s in charge of writing the cliches, but they’re getting old. Of course that’s almost become a cliche too. Maybe that’s the problem, the world has become a cliche, a phrase or opinion that is overused and betrays a lack of original thought. We are fucking betraying ourselves, man! It’s a never-ending trap.
“History repeats itself, first as a tragedy, second as a farce”
That’s the world of words. Original thought is not done in words but can be expressed with them. I’m
Very wary of marx, he manipulated words to make a fake meaning. He reversed the process- using words to simulate thought. Another point, wasn’t marx around about the same time as that other old phoney with the evolution jive? If we evolved our minds would have too.
Perhaps Evolution isn’t about changing the things that characterize a species. Taking away the Zebra’s stripes, for instance, makes the Zebra something else since it would no longer have its defining DNA characteristic.
Same with humans. Fundamentally changing the mindset of the species would turn it into another species – even if it basically looks the same. And just as the Zebra cannot choose to change its striped appearance, perhaps neither can humans choose to change their fundamental mindset.
I identify “mindset” as programming and we can change that. I think religious imagery and language divorced from religion as it exists is useful for doing it. In fact it’s the only way I can understand.
Krishnamurti changed my perspective on the world over forty years ago. Along with teachers like Ramana Maharshi, Meher Baba, Barry Long, Alan Watts and Jean Klein, to name a few, I was ‘awakened’ to the Truth.
That doesn’t mean Life has been a bowl of cherries. I’ve made a lot of dumb mistakes, but underneath all of that Life has been good.
The spiritual search can be a long journey because we have become conditioned by the world and its warped ways.
Yeah, I know it sounds like New Age spin, but we are made of the Earth and that’s how we reconnect with our real selves.
Earth- Spirit-Love-Peace.
Give it a go.
Thanks Colin.
teachers like Krishnamurti, Ramana, Maharshi, Meher Baba, Barry Long, Alan Watts and Jean Klein, to name a few, I was ‘awakened’ to the Truth.
Great list of teachers.
Yes, ordinary people, as were The Buddha, Jesus and Mohammed, who saw through the veil of the world, and took action.
Christmas – a commemoration of an absence, The Once-Upon-A-Time
gifting economy: “Give and you will receive”…
That was before the moneylenders set up shop in the church
(the church, also a memory of an absence, natural community)..
The emotional usurers moved in…
Every newborn soon learns the emotional bribery that requires
they give more than they receive, and the gifting emotional economy
fades to an absence that haunts memory…
‘What is the subconscious if not the affective-sensual life of the human
being repressed by capital ? The human being has to be domesticated,
shaped to a rationality which he must internalize – the rationality of the
process of production of capital. Once this domestication is achieved,
the human being is dispossessed of this repressed sensual life which
becomes an object of knowledge, of science; it becomes capitalized.
The unconscious, becoming an object of commerce, is thinly sliced and
retailed in the market of knowledge. The unconscious did not always
exist, and it exists now only as a component in the discourse of capital.’
Jacques Camatte. The Wandering of Humanity…
(‘ As the context renders apparent, by “capital” Camatte means much
more than the mere Marxist economic category.’ (John Moore. Anarchy
& Ecstasy),,,
“Individuals actively participate in their own subjection by adhering to societal norms and expectations.”
Indiwiduals who don’t adhere to societal norms and expectations play their stereos unconscionably loud next door, let their dogs shit on your lawn, talk during movies, dress like ugly clowns, tailgate you and blink their freaking lights, never do what they say they’re going to do, and mock people they think are weird.
I think you’re describing the majority of today’s individuals. Courtesy seems to have ceased being a gift to other people and somehow become a rule of society. So if society no longer cares, then anything goes.
RE: It has almost become a cliché that to change the world we must first change ourselves…
No, that is false. Changing the world and changing ourselves go hand in hand.
So, quick to judge.
“Changing the world and changing ourselves go hand in hand.” You miss they key word – “almost”
“Changing the world and changing ourselves go hand in hand.” – That is the point (conclusion) of the article!
I failed to explain myself properly in a previous (pending) comment, which may appear here. The whole point of the article is that that changing the world and changing ourselves go hand in hand. The article makes clear changing material conditions and power structures is also key. That is precisely why the question is asked: And what type of material conditions might be best suited for liberating the self and bringing about positive change?
The material conditions already exist and have for a long time. The problem is the subjective conditions. Those who would offer up solutions, from the left or the right really represent the left and right of the capitalist class. The right, regardless of the mountains of evidence to the contrary will never find fault with capitalism. And on the left, the only thing they hate more than capitalism is actually existing socialism. So, neither offers any way forward.
You say, “Changing the world and changing ourselves go hand in hand.” Although you stridently (but wrongly) accused the article of not recognising that, tell me what you think changing the world would entail. You say the material conditions already exist. What are they? And based on that, what is the way forward?
Which countries represent actually existing socialism today? If you;re referring to China, for example, then I think most of the left’s support for covid tyranny showed us that it would be perfectly comfortable with an authoritarian form of socialism, and that definitely doesn’t offer us a good way forward.
I recommend the book “The Purity Fetish” by Carlos Garrido. Marx said that communism is “the real movement to abolish the current state of things.” It is not some theoretical abstraction that will be found in some pure form at some distant point in the future or will fall from the sky fully formed. What do you really know about China? Are the sources for your view of China not the capitalist press? China lifted 800 million people out of poverty since 1978. No capitalist country has a comparable achievement in so short a time. But that doesn’t count right?
Involuntary ‘guru’ Krishnamurti himself said he wasn’t (on) the right track so following him leads nowhere. Changing the self first has to be number one and society only after, otherwise ‘the wrong’ change is being made. 70% correct is still off, and get worse as time passes.
The ego has many excuses to stay in the drivers seat; only full surrender to the Divine will do and gives the 100% Soul pilot. The mind is nice but sophistically fooled and very limited in vistas, the vital/ emotional is a know source of biases.
I wouldn’t advise ‘following’ anyone. But we can learn something by having an open mind.
I would like to change myself to have a lot more money.
Indeed.Hey, you can identify as a billionaire!
“Many writers and thinkers have put forward solutions for building a better world. And over the years, so-called ‘model’ societies have been created, both large scale and small scale and for better or worse. But have these experiments solved humanity’s (self-inflicted) problems?”
The socio-economic pressures that secure social self-policing adherence to capitalist selfish greed while keeping secure status among peers, has been engendered incrementally for 5,000 years. Before this, humans were well spiritually connected to Earth life and worked together to survive without leader-tyrants in democratic consensus small groups, trading among groups. The new anthropology sees this fact recorded where long life and little violence between humans was evident in most cases. Humans did not manage to live off megafauna and successfully survive, as lone-predator-capitalist-myths would have us believe. Imo, the reconnect to Nature as knowledge reemerges as needed. It is our human nature, our millions of years of evolution-connection that no manner of social programming can erase. Scratch the surface and it’s right there ready to resume intellectual evolution to match and enable conscious throttling of technology and it’s narcissistic drugging of the human mind. Were this not true we would never have brilliant ancestors like Plato, Sun Tzu, Krishnamurti, Illich, Marx, Indigenous Peoples, the Situationists, McLuhan, Virilio, Graeber and many more, who see through the false consciousness, giving us a path to the truth.
Regarding the above quote, every contemporary attempt at pulling away and making collectively self-governed, self-reliant, sustainable community, large or small, is crushed by wealth-powered, capitalist authoritarian leader-cults, like the US/West, or any authoritarian culture. The victims are violently molded into dysfunctional, failed, capitalist-authoritarian states occupying loser rolls internationally, thus marginalized from useful models for others. This same approach is used internally on the working class, using fear of marginalization, poverty and homelessness to guarantee obedience-to-capitalist-society-norms. All of this behavioral control of societies is engendered by information control that is now cracking up before our eyes. As they exhaust Earth and Humanity with evermore egregious volatile and useless technologies and scams, their tech magical thinking has hit multiple walls of natural resistance. The disbelief and observation of obvious overly aggressive, insane evil and stupidity is awakening Humanity.
Krishnamurti asks us to allow our consciousness self to quietly, without judgement, observe ourselves going through daily life. To notice how we react to the world, and how the world reacts to us. By doing so, we regain our default human consciousness and natural awareness and ability to get back in sync with our Nature. We are silently observing the crack up of capitalist authoritarian culture and realizing past and present damage. We can realign ourselves to realize we are the adults we need to self-rule Humanity out of this capitalist coffin.
Well said Sandy.
Wonderful article.